So being laid up for like basically a whole week SUCKED. I couldn’t work out, I couldn’t relax because I felt like shit, I couldn’t do shit. It’s funny because I feel like everyone gets so excited when they are sick because they think they lose weight and that’s the best way to do it, is being sick HAHA… but not for me… I ate, and I ate a lot of soup HAHA… So as for losing the weight while you are down and out, I def did NOT…. oh well – the only thing I probably lost was muscle mass… DAMMIT! Hahaha. I was just getting into CrossFit too – and of course, I have to come down with the death plague that’s been going around. Now I have to start all over again….
Listen…. Ladies….. can I be honest? I’m feeling great these days… I feel like I look better, I walk around with more confidence, and I feel like I actually am good looking… Should I feel bad about that? I mean… yeah, I’m engaged, and it’s not like I’m out there looking for a man, or walking around trying to act like I’m hot shit, but I think one of the best feelings in the world is feeling like you are attractive. I haven’t felt that way in a long time.. and I know I’m not some super model, or even close to being one, but I don’t think I’m THAT fugly…? But I don’t know… ever since I’ve been getting in shape, and working out, and feeling good, I’ve got this boost of confidence. I feel like nothing can stand in my way… I feel like I don’t have to walk into my closet and try to figure out what’s going to fit or what’s actually going to look good today…. I can walk into my closet and know that everything fits and looks good – No more not fitting into my jeans, no more having some serious rollage hanging out of my sweaters…. yeah I mean shit, I don’t look amazing in everything, but I just feel like, GOOD about how I look…. And HONESTLY, this feeling I have.. this feeling of confidence, and feeling like I’m strong, and yeah I still have A LOT OF WORK TO DO… this makes it easier for me to keep on moving. I’m getting rid of the FUGLY and getting cute… and you know what, it’s worth it… This whole thing has a lot to do with your self esteem and my self esteem is going up… I just feel great……. I’M GOING TO KEEP DOING THIS BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE… can i shout that from the rooftops?!?! No? Ok, I’ll shut up now HAHA.
There hasn’t been a summer in about 10 years that I can remember myself not wearing a sweater over my horribly fat, jiggly, arm wings, and this summer, that’s my goal – let’s LET THOSE THINGS OUT…. Let’s get cute dresses and NOT wear a damn sweater over it…. I CAN DO IT!!!!!!! Ok….
I found this today… it’s GREAT. I love infographics because no only are they designed awesomely :), but they actually explain what they are trying to explain…. check it out! Happy FRIDAY PEOPLE. TIME TO GET BACK IN THE GYM!
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